"burn december"

ASDJFKLJASDKLFJSDAKFJSDA


AAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGG


I hate the holidays. so much stessing gets my mom screaming at me much xD

AND I HATE STRUCTURED POETY
AND HOMEWORK

WHY CAN'T I CHURN THIS CRAP OUT FAST?!
I AM SO FUCKING SCREWED!!!! CONCERT COMING UP
NOT PRACTICING
NOT CONCENTRATING
BAAAALEKJARKJASDKLFJG!!!!



>_____________< <_________________> *Hyperventilate*
aaaaaaaaahh........ really, i just wanna scream. or puke. not like i puke to make myself feel better, but i feel sick.
buuuurg.
yesterday was fun, though. went to a really cool concert. ... that was about it
wrapped presents till 2 a.m.. 2 fucking a fucking m.
i am going crazy
ajsdfjlsjdfka

electra back tonight... good, so she can practice with me tomorrow
xD

ARG! WRITE! TYPE DAMN YOU! USELESS!!!!!!!!!!

.
... no ornaments on the tree yet, either >__>;;; dun dun daaah.

"burn december"

ASDJFKLJASDKLFJSDAKFJSDA


AAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGG


I hate the holidays. so much stessing gets my mom screaming at me much xD

AND I HATE STRUCTURED POETY
AND HOMEWORK

WHY CAN'T I CHURN THIS CRAP OUT FAST?!
I AM SO FUCKING SCREWED!!!! CONCERT COMING UP
NOT PRACTICING
NOT CONCENTRATING
BAAAALEKJARKJASDKLFJG!!!!



>_____________< <_________________> *Hyperventilate*
aaaaaaaaahh........ really, i just wanna scream. or puke. not like i puke to make myself feel better, but i feel sick.
buuuurg.
yesterday was fun, though. went to a really cool concert. ... that was about it
wrapped presents till 2 a.m.. 2 fucking a fucking m.
i am going crazy
ajsdfjlsjdfka

electra back tonight... good, so she can practice with me tomorrow
xD

ARG! WRITE! TYPE DAMN YOU! USELESS!!!!!!!!!!

.
... no ornaments on the tree yet, either >__>;;; dun dun daaah.

the real reaction

actual: *lielielielielie* oooooh! yeeeessss!!! surgar lumps happy joy! i'm seeing myself clearly! rosey everything!

real:
THIS WAS FUCKING AWFUL
A SICK PROJECT
TO BE SURE
THIS WAS PAINFUL, EVEN
I AM NOT A FACTORY
I CAN'T JUST CHURN OUT POEMS LIKE A SNOWCONE!
MY POETRY SHOULD COME FROM INSIDE
YOU CAN'T MAKE ME WRITE
ESPECIALLY NOT A SONNET
IT WAS A TERRIBLE IDEA
I HATED IT

xxx spike

the real reaction

actual: *lielielielielie* oooooh! yeeeessss!!! surgar lumps happy joy! i'm seeing myself clearly! rosey everything!

real:
THIS WAS FUCKING AWFUL
A SICK PROJECT
TO BE SURE
THIS WAS PAINFUL, EVEN
I AM NOT A FACTORY
I CAN'T JUST CHURN OUT POEMS LIKE A SNOWCONE!
MY POETRY SHOULD COME FROM INSIDE
YOU CAN'T MAKE ME WRITE
ESPECIALLY NOT A SONNET
IT WAS A TERRIBLE IDEA
I HATED IT

xxx spike