if I could just hold all the thoughts in my head and just keep them for you

[spaiku]

what the fuck, i swear to god i finished the last sentence of this paragraph. like, i know i did, i have distinct memories of it happening! but it's not there now (i noticed AFTER i printed it out, i was so damn sure), and i went all the way back to opening the document and it was never there.... uhgn.

actually, i thought i'd done this rewrite back in november, so this mistake should not be surprising. or maybe the version i turned in was the second version cause i thought the first one was shit and rewrote it, so that's what confused me to begin with...?