"what if i'm getting dumber?!"
Aug. 8th, 2005 11:16 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
spaikuoooh... today was alright. i mean, pretty good actually xD i guess... in the cosmic scale of things?
well- it started strange xD i woke up at 10 even though i'd gotten up at 8:11 (yes. it's never enough for me to get up at 8. or 8:15. it must be 8:11 or something exact :P) and felt weird and looked over to my left to see electra kneeling next to my mattress (yes, i am still sleeping on the floor...) and she's all like "are you sure you don't want the french toast?"
and i'm all like "eh.....?" and bleary eyed. i dunno if bleary is a word. if it isn't, it's blurry and weary put together. "yeah. i'm sure"
clearly electra feels bad about leaving me... which gives me a sick sense of self satisfaction XD
then we went to lowes to find paint chips... nnngh! i don't even know what colour to paint my room anymore. she's pushing for "acid green" and says i should paint my bookshelves black. that'd be pretty brilliant (: of course, ace would be all like "copying my green, eh? first you go veggie because of me and now this!" pffft... i should be all like "fuck you" because of what's coming up.
BUT OH! THE CLOUDS HAVE CLEARED! i have the greatest excuse ever- THE BECK CONCERT. beck is the answer to my problems... the october issue solved in one glorious felt swoop! *cries with happiness* [[do i even like beck this much?!]] well. maybe. hopefully. pleeeease dear lord xD
camp was good... i didn't even fall over once! kinda got dumped by emmy but that's okay... and i did good. xD wow. i feel like i'm in the 1st grade again "i did good" XD
got a ride to ace's from monkey... but his mom was late so we waited outside in the rain and thunder and lightning under a tree for 30 minutes xD but it wasn't that bad... didn't get that wet. left my bag out, too. luckily, i have enough foresight to store all the good stuff in plastic bags :D hung out with the 2 oldest till the ride came...
got to aces. told her about my crying xD and then she was all like, reluctant to say something. and i was all like "Out with it!" and then she said i couldn't go to the warped tour with them x_o;;; that really sucked because once again... that was my one holding on xD something to look forward to :P i dunno. i was sorta really yes maybe upset. but i didn't cry or anything xD and then i told her about the october issue and she was all like "You're dissapointing god!" and i was all like"yeah? and what has god ever done for me?" XD j/k... "*mentally* I KNEW SHE WOULDN'T GET IT! SHE'S GOT RELIGION!" *cough*
soo... ace was all like "i'm having a party. are you sure johnny cakes won't make you feel better?" and i was all like "yes, i'm sure." XP
got a craving for a chocolate milkshake filled XD um... learned knives out and morning bell(amnesiac) <333333333333333333333333 so much love...!
got home and with electra told stories. "there once was a fat girl. a very fat girl! and she crushed her sister! the end" XD and other things like that. we should write childrens books u_u;
i can't clean at night... i need like, i don't know what. xD i just despaired when i tried, though.
i've deserted netscape and gone for firefox. we had it before but now i know how to open new tabs, which is why i was staying with netscape, so i kicked netscape to the curb because it ate my favourites >(
i like clinic....... lots
i want to play in photoshop but i don't feel like it! hmmm... guess i'll just go draw :P
well- it started strange xD i woke up at 10 even though i'd gotten up at 8:11 (yes. it's never enough for me to get up at 8. or 8:15. it must be 8:11 or something exact :P) and felt weird and looked over to my left to see electra kneeling next to my mattress (yes, i am still sleeping on the floor...) and she's all like "are you sure you don't want the french toast?"
and i'm all like "eh.....?" and bleary eyed. i dunno if bleary is a word. if it isn't, it's blurry and weary put together. "yeah. i'm sure"
clearly electra feels bad about leaving me... which gives me a sick sense of self satisfaction XD
then we went to lowes to find paint chips... nnngh! i don't even know what colour to paint my room anymore. she's pushing for "acid green" and says i should paint my bookshelves black. that'd be pretty brilliant (: of course, ace would be all like "copying my green, eh? first you go veggie because of me and now this!" pffft... i should be all like "fuck you" because of what's coming up.
BUT OH! THE CLOUDS HAVE CLEARED! i have the greatest excuse ever- THE BECK CONCERT. beck is the answer to my problems... the october issue solved in one glorious felt swoop! *cries with happiness* [[do i even like beck this much?!]] well. maybe. hopefully. pleeeease dear lord xD
camp was good... i didn't even fall over once! kinda got dumped by emmy but that's okay... and i did good. xD wow. i feel like i'm in the 1st grade again "i did good" XD
got a ride to ace's from monkey... but his mom was late so we waited outside in the rain and thunder and lightning under a tree for 30 minutes xD but it wasn't that bad... didn't get that wet. left my bag out, too. luckily, i have enough foresight to store all the good stuff in plastic bags :D hung out with the 2 oldest till the ride came...
got to aces. told her about my crying xD and then she was all like, reluctant to say something. and i was all like "Out with it!" and then she said i couldn't go to the warped tour with them x_o;;; that really sucked because once again... that was my one holding on xD something to look forward to :P i dunno. i was sorta really yes maybe upset. but i didn't cry or anything xD and then i told her about the october issue and she was all like "You're dissapointing god!" and i was all like
soo... ace was all like "i'm having a party. are you sure johnny cakes won't make you feel better?" and i was all like "yes, i'm sure." XP
got a craving for a chocolate milkshake filled XD um... learned knives out and morning bell(amnesiac) <333333333333333333333333 so much love...!
got home and with electra told stories. "there once was a fat girl. a very fat girl! and she crushed her sister! the end" XD and other things like that. we should write childrens books u_u;
i can't clean at night... i need like, i don't know what. xD i just despaired when i tried, though.
i've deserted netscape and gone for firefox. we had it before but now i know how to open new tabs, which is why i was staying with netscape, so i kicked netscape to the curb because it ate my favourites >(
i like clinic....... lots
i want to play in photoshop but i don't feel like it! hmmm... guess i'll just go draw :P
